is it always this boring on Fridays??
First my mom wake me upp early in the morgning cuz she needed my help so i did, we went shopping all day. I had to miss the dance traning today. Me and Roy were suppossed to go swim by 18:00 but when i got home by 19:00, i didnt feel like getting out anymore or do anything, why, cuz i was tired like hell .
I went too my rum to my wonderful bed with two bottles of coca cola and some fruites to eat, i rested alittle bit while watching tv, there was simpson and NCIS on tv at the same time and i wanted to watch both so i did or i tried hahah :P .
Now, am just listening to African songs on an african radio channel, this radio station, u can listen to it live that´s the good thing,
am so bored that i wanna do something but there aint, maybe go and eat haha but now am just gonna chill home and watch a film or do something else that´s fun. .
there´s something/someone disturbing me in my head, just hate such so just gonna try to clear my head..
I cant wait for tommorrow´s concert, where Ugandans/ E.africans artist gonna perfome in Alvik, its gonna like daaam,
let me hope that i enter cuz i dont have any money but we shall see, maybe i can fix somehow but what i know is that there are gonna be everybody, all the africans just belive that cuz its gonna be Crazy!!
söka jobb
Det kvart over fem och jag har inte sövit någoting, jag har kollat på filmen Under world och Under world evolution sen sen softade jag vid data enstund. efter mina syskon kom hem från Mama afrika, det en afrikansk reggea klubb som ligger i medis.
Just nu höll jag på söka jobb eller kan säger sommer jobb för att jag känner mig tråkigt, jag bruka inte ha någoting att göra fast ha roligt hela tiden, jag måste göra något bra i livet som jobb, darför söka jag en idag . jag läste att sista dagen att söka sommer jobb är 15 mars så det betyder att det finns inte tid att leka men bättre att söka nu :)
Just nu höll jag på söka jobb eller kan säger sommer jobb för att jag känner mig tråkigt, jag bruka inte ha någoting att göra fast ha roligt hela tiden, jag måste göra något bra i livet som jobb, darför söka jag en idag . jag läste att sista dagen att söka sommer jobb är 15 mars så det betyder att det finns inte tid att leka men bättre att söka nu :)
, jag började med mc donalds sen sökte jag på ikea och på olika restrang men hoppas få jag en bra svär. Imorgon har jag mkt att göra, typ kl 2-6 har jag danse träning i hallonberg och sen ska jag och min kompis dra och swima sen efter få vi se vad som händer på natten..
jag vet inte ens varför jag är förtfarande vaken men kan inte söva, börja känner mig trött så ska bara säger Godnatt
peace,
Mycket kärlek Lloydipop <33
What´s wrong with me ?
First of all i would like to say to ying congradulations on your 18th birthday and i had lot of fun yesterday on ur dinner which was tacos and bread, we who were there celebrated her B-day all night long, we ate the cate, drunk the Champaign and sodas of course hah :) I didn't get enough sleep thanks to roy but i will payback to him one beautiful day, just wait hahah :P anyway, we all had fun :)
Todays topic is me or lets say love, i got alot of feelings into me, my mind,my thoughts, my head and my heart and the question is that, is what am feeling right, am i ready this time or what, but ready for what? i just dont know yet but we shall see if i am. The thing with me is that whenever i like someone, i stick to that person for a long time and that means that its hard for me to forget that person, if that person gets hurt, then i will get hurt too, if that person is happy, then am happy too that´s the only way but i survive when both of us or both sides are happy you know like they say, put a smile on your face and make a friend so with me, without a smile on the face then that means that something is wrong and godda find out or do something so that you feel alright. That moment will only fill my heart.
There is this person, for the first time i feel that am ready for something cuz what i know is that sometimes i dont belive what i feel but the thing is that i dont know,
Anyways, this person, whenever is see that person, i feel joy, happy, revealed, and everything around me feels easy. that means that whenever that person is near me, then i think i can do anything, i can be good by then or bad but in a good way. When am sad and that person shows upp, i cant be shy anymore, u ask me why dont know maybe that person is the answer.
We had dinner with friends and that person was there, the only thing that i could see and think about was that person not 24/7 but u know, i ate my food slowly why looking at that person, that person looked back, Smiling back with a eye brick. it seems like i got no problems cuz it feels like am in paradise.
this person got an amazing smile, beautiful eyes and a figure. My homie keeps on telling me that what the hell am i waiting for to make my move, i keep on telling him that i take things slow u know, am not quick but today, it has gone soon half a year and we both feel the same, dont know yet what to do but what i know is that what am feeling this time has grown stronger and this time am 100% sure. sometimes i usually run from what i feel cuz i get scared, dont know why but its just like that. i wish alot of things like i wish things could go easier but now i aint scared, this person is peace, this person is just like heaven not hell, i feel free when am with this person and i wont lie about that...
Maybe i got what i have been looking 4, for a long time now., never know
take care yall
Much love Lloydipop
The beggining of my holiday
Last week on Friday, me and on the dance training in hallonberg but this time i didnt dance that much cuz before that i was in alvsjö gymnasia massan, most of the sthlm schools were showing their projecks that they did at school and bussiness projects, so me and school were there intervjuring them and all that shit, the restof the day, we were surpoosed to party in fruagen but did cuz i was too tired so i stayed home watching films but the next day which was a saturday, we went to fruagen cuz Biggie did the same loka party but its was so fucking boring that the lokal was too small and all that after that,
we went to hågsätra at my friend crib, we chilled there tha all night and at fun On sunday i came to skarpnäck to chill and check on my sisters, they were doing fine, they asked me where i was hiding and i told then that i was in rågsved the all weekdend, and om the day we were bored like hell and we had nothing to eat, My sis lucky came with an idea of a home soft part cuz we were home alone, so we did a home chill party at my crib and we had fun, things happened on that day, girls fighting over boys, and boys just having fun, people were drunk like hell but let me hope that all of yeah that were here had fun,
On Monday , Elin called us me and Roy king to a surtain party in tensta, then we went but before that, a friend of míne told me that its always a fight or something godda go wrong always in tensta or those ends but anyway i just went cuz i needed to get out of the house. So first i met Roy in gullmas then we went to Tensta direkt and after words we met Elin, in some seconds we met maria and her boyfriend so we continued to the party.
The party was kinda like that, it was a lokal party, everyone was sitting bored and doing nothin but talking and drinkin, they were selling drinks for 5kr, vodka u know
but me and roy we made the part fun cuz we danced and they all followed, After some minutes, guys from tensta came in blusting the windows, breaking them and throwing stuffs like a bomb, thing that make you had to breath, distroying the party and comin into the party fighting all those that come or lived from Norsborg, ( Tensta and Norsborg hate each other)
Thank God that we survived, the police came at last and drove us to kista in there police car, ( that was so cool hahaha )
and from Kista we took a train home.
Today /tuesday is Ying´s 18th birthday, we gonna celebrate it in Bgs, just one station after skarpnäck, so now am just thinking of what am to get her but still i dont know yet cuz am not that good in presents, but still i will try and see or find something nice, am gonna meet my homie at 18:00 in town dressing gentleman you know and then from there we gonna bouse to the dinner.
so Happy birthday Ying and let me hope that you have fun on ur birthday, love you
take care ya all, love yall
peace Lloydipop!!
hello blogg
I know that i haven't been here for a long time, maybe like for two weeks now but now am ready too tell all ya why,
First of all i had difficulties at school, me comin late, being with alot of work, projects to finish but daaam
but mostly the main point is that i was missing alot of things in my life, One of it is my mom.
She hasnt been here sees i was 3yrs old. she past aways when i was a little boy, me lookin for her but couldn't find her.
The only thing that kept me strong is my dad and my relatives so is my grand ma and all the people the i love mostly too..
Whenever i feel lonely or missing something and me feeling that i need someone to talk too, the only person that comes into my mind is my mom, asking my self, where are you mom, i need you, i wanna talk to you, cant you help me, i miss you alot..!!
Sometimes i feel like crying for reall but its cool, the biggest thing that i hate is when i call someone my mom when that person aint even my reall one, that makes me think of my reall one more wishing her here, wishing her to see where i am right now. she is the only person that has been in my mind 24/7 no one else and if am to think i would guess that she would understand me, i still miss her alot and need her alot not someone else pretending to be her NO!! cuz they wont that´s it
The big thing is that i feel alright whenever am with the people i love, them giving me company, showing me life and all that
But i guss that there is a reason for all this cuz GOD knows what he is doing and let me guess that he got a plan for this too, for bringing me here in sweden all the way from Uganda.
GOD please, let me hope that you got a big nice plan of all this life but still i would like to thank you for who i am right now and that am still alive
Much love Lloyd
love ya all
Det såhar hur det ska vara
Jag har varit sjuk dem har senaste dagarna sen föra vecka men nu känns det lite bättre.
Gick inte till skolan för tva dagar, På Måndag och på tisdag,,
Görde inte mkt fast va hemma och ute lite gränn bara att ta de lungt. Idag är de onsdag, gick tll skolan för att jag hade matte provet och jag älska matte och ville inte missa den har provet.
Provet handlade om evaktioner,Det gick inte som jag trodde serious, va sådar men jag kan bara säger att provet va helt komplicerat men man fick göra om om man vill :)
Tack lydish och hela din klass att ni kom till min skola och besökte på mig och Carro oxo, det va trevlig och nice faktis, blev glad när jag såg er allhopa, en väcker dag kmr jag komma på era skolan vänta bara man vet aldrig :)
hoppas att ni kmr tillbaks, det alltid kul med er <3
Just nu är jag i Rådsmansgatan,, i bibloteket, hålla på plugga med en tjej kompis. hon och jag kmr vi typ jobba ihop studera och plugga också.
jag är glad att hon kom på det har idea av bibloteket, plugg varje vecka, en gång kan man säger typ.
jag tycker att det går inte att lärs sig eller plugga när man är hemma men i skolan och bibla går det, så det ska vara att jag plugga lite extra inna jag kmr hemma :P
NU KÄNNER JAG PÅ TOPPEN, OCH ÄR REDO FÖR ALLTING !!! AM BACK AGAIN!
Jag är sjuk
helloow bloggen, Jag vet att jag inte har skrivit nåt nytt inlägg för en vecka, men sänningen är att jag har haft det fullt med skolan, stress och jag har varit sjuk med, just nu är jag hemma, mår jätte dåligt. är ont i hälsen och har huve verk men ändå måste plugga, har prov på onsdag.
Jag kmr försöker att dra till skolan imorgon så att jag inte missa nåt :(
peace and love
Lloydipop
Jag kmr försöker att dra till skolan imorgon så att jag inte missa nåt :(
peace and love
Lloydipop
Vem är lloyd i skolan?
Lloyd och jag går i samma klass på YBC i Nacka, vi är rätt bra polare (tycker jag) han är sjukt rolig och har stil,
plus kan han dansa och lyssnar på sjön musik... han är tystlåten men när han garvar är det BIG TIME :D
....ja det var allt! jag kommer tillbaka med mer info :D
What a weekend/
First, two important people that i love came all the way to sthlm just to meet me and ma homie Royking,and thoses people were Hanna and Ranya. Hanna came with her family on friday and Ranya came all the way alone on saturday, They were already in town and me and Roy were in bed deep sleeping and havin sweet dreams untill Ranya called and said that they are in town and wanted to meet, so i tried to wake up but i hate when someone wakes me up..
We spent all day havin fun in town untill First,
Hanna´s guy called but it was from a girls phone so by then the chick answered, Hanna was heart broken and sad, i felt it. i wanted to kill that guy but good that i didnt know who he was,
Second thing was that, When Ranya was to live, go back to home, i thought that it was to early cuz i wanted to show her what kind of fun we do in sthlm but she couldnt make it so i missed her already that moment, That good thing is that she gave me something before she went that i wont forget for a long time haha,
We met dj, mike and dee, we all were suppossed to go to street star but we had a bad plan, that plan was that
we go there and borrow our friend tickets(hand bands) so we come in with it, it suckt Mike and others had money so they went in, Me Roy and hanna went and met Chris,( roy´s cousin who is a artist)
On our way to the African party, we said goodbye to Hanna cuz she were suppossed to be home by 11:00, poor gurl, she went when i was already drunk by then anyways,
So me Roy, Chris, Silva and his cusin and lover dee( Ugandan artist) we continued to the party which was in sollentuna, the party was all night long untill morgning,The party was about Obama, we cerabrated all night, most of the people in the party i knew them but anywayz, we had fun untill morgning, danced alot and battled, ate food, i mean real african food like madazi, subusa, flied chicken and more, roy bought for me, thx brother.
laiter on, Roy wanted to live and go back home cuz we all were tired but i couldnt go back home with him because my sisters were already wasted so i stayed and took care of them, Hanifa fixed a lift in the morgning,a guy took us home in his car, my other sis lucky, she was so so wasted like hell that the driver wanted to throw her out of the car but we survived and got home safe, thx hanifa:)
Much love, Lloydipop,
love ya all
We spent all day havin fun in town untill First,
Hanna´s guy called but it was from a girls phone so by then the chick answered, Hanna was heart broken and sad, i felt it. i wanted to kill that guy but good that i didnt know who he was,
Second thing was that, When Ranya was to live, go back to home, i thought that it was to early cuz i wanted to show her what kind of fun we do in sthlm but she couldnt make it so i missed her already that moment, That good thing is that she gave me something before she went that i wont forget for a long time haha,
We met dj, mike and dee, we all were suppossed to go to street star but we had a bad plan, that plan was that
we go there and borrow our friend tickets(hand bands) so we come in with it, it suckt Mike and others had money so they went in, Me Roy and hanna went and met Chris,( roy´s cousin who is a artist)
On our way to the African party, we said goodbye to Hanna cuz she were suppossed to be home by 11:00, poor gurl, she went when i was already drunk by then anyways,
So me Roy, Chris, Silva and his cusin and lover dee( Ugandan artist) we continued to the party which was in sollentuna, the party was all night long untill morgning,The party was about Obama, we cerabrated all night, most of the people in the party i knew them but anywayz, we had fun untill morgning, danced alot and battled, ate food, i mean real african food like madazi, subusa, flied chicken and more, roy bought for me, thx brother.
laiter on, Roy wanted to live and go back home cuz we all were tired but i couldnt go back home with him because my sisters were already wasted so i stayed and took care of them, Hanifa fixed a lift in the morgning,a guy took us home in his car, my other sis lucky, she was so so wasted like hell that the driver wanted to throw her out of the car but we survived and got home safe, thx hanifa:)
Much love, Lloydipop,
love ya all
