lloydipoptellem

Todays topic is me or lets say love, i got alot of feelings into me, my mind,my thoughts, my head and my heart and the question is that, is what am feeling right, am i ready this time or what, but ready for what? i just dont know yet but we shall see if i am. The thing with me is that whenever i like someone, i stick to that person for a long time and that means that its hard for me to forget that person, if that person gets hurt, then i will get hurt too, if that person is happy, then am happy too that´s the only way but i survive when both of us or both sides are happy you know like they say, put a smile on your face and make a friend so with me, without a smile on the face then that means that something is wrong and godda find out or do something so that you feel alright. That moment will only fill my heart.

There is this person, for the first time i feel that am ready for something cuz what i know is that sometimes i dont belive what i feel but the thing is that i dont know, 

Anyways, this person, whenever is see that person, i feel joy, happy, revealed, and everything around me feels easy. that means that whenever that person is near me, then i think i can do anything, i can be good by then or bad but in a good way. When am sad and that person shows upp, i cant be shy anymore, u ask me why dont know maybe that person is the answer. 

We had dinner with friends and that person was there, the only thing that i could see and think about was that person not 24/7 but u know, i ate my food slowly why looking at that person, that person looked back, Smiling back with a eye brick. it seems like i got no problems cuz it feels like am in paradise. 

this person got an amazing smile, beautiful eyes and a figure. My homie keeps on telling me that what the hell am i waiting for to make my move, i keep on telling him that i take things slow u know, am not quick but today, it has gone soon half a year and we both feel the same, dont know yet what to do but what i know is that what am feeling this time has grown stronger and this time am 100% sure.  sometimes i usually run from what i feel cuz i get scared, dont know why but its just like that. i wish alot of things like i wish things could go easier but now i aint scared, this person is peace, this person is just like heaven not hell, i feel free when am with this person and i wont lie about that... 

Maybe i got what i have been looking 4, for a long time now.,  never know

take care yall  

                     Much love Lloydipop